if you're out on the road

last tuesday was the series finale of gilmore girls (series, not season), so of course i was a bit emotional. josh was sitting next to me on the couch doing his usual tuesday night activity: playing on his computer and rolling his eyes.

imagine my surprise wednesday afternoon when josh says, "you know babe, i think i'm kinda gonna miss gilmore girls. I kind of want to watch it from the beginning"

WHAT?!?!

"bananas? because we can watch them." i say holding the pee in and quickly coming up with a viewing schedule.

so we've been watching them, much to my delight. we are almost done with disc 2 of season 1. i'm always scared after an episode that he's going to change his mind and forget the whole thing, but so far so good.

those gilmore girls... speak so fast, but they speak so true.

the list

in college, before josh and i started dating, but after we both started liking each other and not saying anything about it, i made a list of reasons not to like josh. i'm not sure exactly when i wrote the list, perhaps when i called him on his birthday and he was all weird or perhaps when he kissed someone at midnight on new year's. what i do know is that it is the most ridiculous list i've ever made in a pathetic attempt to not like him. as you will read, all of these with the exception a select few are absurd and based solely on his outward appearance because after all, that's what really matters. especially since i starred half the list, which according to my list legend indicates "things i love too."

has college fat
hairy like a beast
no balls... not literally*
wants to live in miami
baby about his cuticles
doesn't like to dance
didn't ask to dance with me at semi-formal
introduced me as a "good friend"
metrosexual
habitual liar/joker
makes me try new food
doesn't always wear flip flops when he can
likes john mayer more than me
smokes cigars and then spits like a camel
doesn't wear boxers
doesn't like "boo"
never goes to class/doesn't care about grades/academics
how he picks up the guitar and plays it all the time even when it's not the right time
wasn't in a hurry to finish Blue Like Jazz
has dating ADD
doesn't layer
car = dirty
messes with my car
ears = gross even after 4 q-tips they were still gross
watches movies with subtitles

*added after the list was complete. obviously i needed a reminder that by no balls, i meant no courage, not that he was lacking his male companions.

once i finished the list, i went back and starred about half the item. the star, as indicated on my list legend, indicates things i love about him too.

i'm marrying this man in 33 days and i love him, hair and all.